Walking a Different World ~ Pulau Ketam (Crab Island)

EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS WORLD WOULD HAVE THOUGHTS ON HOW THINGS SHOULD BE IN THEIR MIND, BUT WITHOUT AN EYE SEEING MOMENT WOULD MAKE THESE THOUGHTS AS ONLY AN ASSUMPTION.

It was a first outing with the photography gang, in which a whole group of photography geeks gathered together for some photography session. Outing with Arwen, Michelle, Weng Yen, Wai Gor, Christine, Chi Yin, Ivan (Click names for blog link) had really brought a great day ahead.

But what was ahead was further unexpected, as things as more and more interesting. Although it would only be a walking through a rural area, where houses are built on water, houses are still made out of woods, and children are still under educated would definitely see the real life of the rural, which had touched our hearts on how pure life could be.

Words could not describe on how lucky our lives could be in the city, but pictures would be able to describe on how fortunate their lives would be, even though living in an under planned area, living poor, living the real life of what a human being was supposed to live.

Me and only me…

IMAGINE ON HOW LONELY A PERSON COULD BE WHEN THERE ARE PROBLEMS TO BE TOLD AND THERE ISN’T EVEN A SINGLE PERSON TO TELL YOUR PROBLEMS ON. IMAGINE ON HOW HARD A PERSON COULD BE WHEN THE MOST TRUSTED PERSON COULD NOT EVEN BE BY THEIR SIDE TO LISTEN TO WHAT THEY WOULD WANT TO SAY. IMAGINE ON HOW TOUGH LIFE COULD BE WHEN LIFE IS NOT APPRECIATED. IMAGINE…

It was another night of insomnia when I wrote this. I was supposed to be sleeping by now as it is already 3.17am, and I’m still in front of my desk writing this. But before this, I was lying down on my bed, listening to my music as usual and reading novel. But things suddenly strike up and suddenly I was in a mood swing, thinking back about all the problems which would hit me in the future, thinking about all the solutions on problems that would be caused by others, but would need my help to solve it, and thinking of all the causes of these problems, which would be the present action done by others.

I was really tired for being the person giving out everything and not gaining anything back, but I do not mind on rewards. All I want is a break, just a break on things that has hit me all these while. People not listening to my opinion, I was taken as invisible, body being unhealthy and not even making it a priority to cure it, emotions rupture and nobody to talk or tell to, and imagine on how much pressure all of these could be.

I should be having my holidays right now, do things that I should have done, and do things that a teenager should have, which would be having fun in my life. This is my holiday, and helping out would be a serious fun for me. But the problem would be, every time I would want to give a helping hand, nobody wants it from me. Is it that my skills aren’t good enough or do I have a face problem?

Life hasn’t been stable enough for me at this moment, and all I wanted was to talk to somebody, and that somebody would be the person I trusted the most. Hoping that this somebody would appear in my life when I needed somebody the most.

Life Colours…

HANGING OUT WITH DIFFERENT FRIENDS AT DIFFERENT TIME BRINGS DIFFERENT AMAZING EXPERIENCES, JUST ON HOW THIS EXPERIENCES ADD COLOURS TO OUR LIFE…

Friends are amazing aren’t they, adding on colours to our life, just like adding salt and pepper into a tasteless meal. They brought joy and cheer to our lives; they brought hatred and anger into our lives; they brought relationship and friendship into our lives.

Words could not mentioned on how previous they are towards a human being, as expression could not tell on how much we treasure them as our friend, and hoping the same in return; Our heart is the only thing which that would understand and know on how much they were needed, as getting into a friendship relationship could at ease the signs of depression and loneliness.

Friends are people whom we cherish the most, and best yet, the people who take care of us when we needed someone to do so. A friend could give you nothing more but care and hope to fulfill your dreams, helping you to step up higher rather than pushing you down the river, and that is what friends are for.

Friendship never last, cherish them before it is gone.

Below: a day lepak with 2 friends of mine...