Every Path is a Proof of Life…

EVERY WORD WE SPEAK, EVERY ACTION WE DO, EVERY BREATH WE TAKE, EVERY MEMORY WE HAD, EVERY STEP WE WALK, ARE PROOFS TOWARDS OUR FUTURE, ARE ALL THE PROOF FOR OUR PAST, ARE ALL THE PROOF FOR THE PRESENT… THAT WE EXIST…

There are so many things in life especially for the path we took, are all the things that we learn, we hope for, and we achieve. We might fall at times, but people climb to the top to get what they want, what they dream for, maybe a sports car, maybe a house, or maybe a family.

What we wanted are all in our heart and our minds, and our actions are the show, the proof of what we are doing. Every single movement, every single breath, every single thoughts will lead us to something that is amazing, for every next day is a new adventure, and with additional thoughts and dreams, it would be a challenge through this adventurous day.

Repetition always happens, but every repetition brings a meaning. People might feel bored about going through the same thing again and again and again. But think about it, if you wouldn’t go through the same thing again and again and again, would you even be good at it? Just as practice makes perfect, a woodcraft master wouldn’t be known as a master if he doesn’t repeatedly do the things he is doing every single day, every hour, every minute he is in the workshop. That is why, to achieve is to sacrifice.

There are so many things in this world that we have to sacrifice at times in order to gain something better in the future. But never forget, for the things you have sacrificed, to get it back after you have gained a better reward. This is because everything in life has its value, its thoughts, its teaching and its learning, and with a combination between all, you will be a great person.

Not to say that what we have gained now is the best for the present and also the future. Humans evolve, the world changes, and this is where we people change according to the world. This is when we must slow down our steps, watch closely on which path to choose, to walk through and brave up your guts, walk through it without fear, think wisely on every action as it would bring you to a great future, and always remember, never regret on what you have chosen.

Everything a part of our life is a prove of our living, therefore, proof to the world that you existed, leave your name in the history of humankind, and leave this world without any guilt left behind.

A small small World

WALKING THROUGH PLACES THAT YOU THOUGHT MIGHT NOT BE A PLACE FOR PEOPLE TO BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER, BUT ISN'T THIS WORLD SMALL? EVERYWHERE YOU GO, EVERYTHING YOU SPEAK, THEY WOULD HEAR IT NO MATTER HOW FAR THEY ARE.

It was a day for me to get a new phone where I did not get one because I couldn't find one that suits my criteria. Looking to the left, looking to the right, scanning through everything that might be good for me to use, but still couldn't find it in the end. But at least, I found something old, which could also be something new, an old friend, where we haven't meet up since few years back. He grew taller, as usual, he became skinnier, and he speaks with a Singapore accent. Not a bad thing after all.

He went to Singapore to further his studies a few years back, and we met up in a very odd place. Sad that we couldn't sit down for a while to get a cup of coffee because I was with my parents walking around the mall. But I was glad to meet somebody back where I knew this guy since we were in primary school.

There goes my story of today. But the weirdest part is that, didn't anyone have thought on their talks before speaking something bad about somebody because this world is really really small. As I am having my industrial training right now, I met a colleague who is also having her industrial training, in the same company. She told me that she was from a place known as Klang, and until the end, we found out something that we have in common, a whole gang of friends.

Come on, isn't this world a little too small to fit everyone in? I recalled that there was once where I was working as a part timer as an usher for an international tennis game. One of my supervisor, was actually a member of another gang of my friends, and this time it was worst, our gang was actually from the north. Imagine this, how small can this world be? Even if a person who has a wide network also would not have these kind of relationship right? Just maybe that the person wouldn't know, or maybe this is the power of the Internet.

Eyes and ears are everywhere, so, BEWARE!!

CNY 2010 - Another New Year like Never Before

Some Add On Pictures: -

Picture courtesy Eu's family...

HAPPY CNY TO ALL... although it is almost the end,

Fun is always fun, but never to forget those who needs this fun too. Help others, for the sake Eu yourself... and the world...

We Are the World…

REMEMBER ON HOW WE ALWAYS WANTED PEOPLE’S HELP AND PEOPLE HAD ALWAYS HELPED US? REMEMBER WHAT KARMA IS ALL ABOUT? AND REMEMBER ON WHAT BEING HUMANE IS ALL ABOUT? AND WHO’S FAULT ARE THESE?

It was current news where there is a place in this world, known as Haiti, who has called for a S.O.S. all around the world to help them, to save them from this disaster. Maybe we were the once who are sitting in front of the television, watching people waving towards the camera, telling others that there is another survivor below these houses, and all we can do is to sit and watch, just like watching another documentary film.

But have you ever had a thought on why things like these happened this often nowadays? Just look towards everyone beside you, are they complaining that the weather is very hot? Is it because of the long drought season? And what causes this longer drought season? Who are the people behind all these things to happen? The answer would be each and every one of us.

Global warming, climate changing, ice cap melting and etc; which of these are not caused by humans? Are these the answer for Haiti? And how are we going to answer them? But what is important for them now are not these, but just to hope and pray to get back their loved ones and their home, and what we can do is just to sit and watch.

We cannot hope to use money and items to change for their loved once, but at least, we could still show them that we care. We have all we wanted and all we had, so, shouldn’t they have the same as we do? We have always grumbled that the world is not fair, so when it is fair to you, it doesn’t mean that it is fair to others. Therefore, it is the time for you to show to the world that everything is fair by sharing things that you have with others in order to stand together, at the same level and be fair.

I am not saying that you should be giving out everything you have to change for their happiness, but by just lending out a hand to help others, will give them a chance to live better. Imagine if this disaster happened to you. Would you need the help of others? Would you ever wish that you weren’t at the disaster? Regardless on how rich you are, everything will still be swept away just within seconds. Your credit card, your car, your house, and don’t even think about going to the bank to get those money back, because the banks will be facing the same thing as you are facing at that moment.

So, stop thinking about yourself. Artists are the busiest people all around the world. With road shows, concerts, album launching, and not even a time for themselves, with all the paparazzi around them would still have time to get together for a recording to ask for help for Haiti. You might be thinking, why wouldn’t they go for help themselves? But think again, would their strength be enough to save Haiti? So, what could they do to get a greater power?

It is time for us to come together, because we are one big family, save the earth for a better future of humans, save the present, for to build a better future, for Eu and me...

A Mirrored World…

HAVE YOU EVER TRIED BUMPING INTO SOMEBODY WHO LOOKS LIKE A PERSON YOU KNOW BEFORE? AND THE BEST PART IS THAT YOU KNEW THAT PERSON FOR SO LONG BUT YOU STILL COULDN’T DIFFERENTIATE ON WHETHER THE PERSON YOU BUMPED INTO IS THE CORRECT OR THE WRONG PERSON. LIFE IS AMAZING, ISN’T IT?

I left my office, came back from work and took the Light Rail Transit back home. It was a tiring day for me as I did not had enough sleep the previous night, waiting for the train to send me back on where I was supposed to be, 14 stations from an end to another.

5 minutes later, I realized the person who was sitting right in front of me looked like somebody I knew. I though it was just an illusion on maybe he looks like the person I knew from sideways only. Who knows, when there is a sit right opposite him, I sat down and I glanced something amazing. He looks exactly like my friend. I thought what I saw was wrong as I was too tired. So I took a few more glanced and he still looks like him. I was amazed on how people could look so alike, or is it that my friend actually came down and did not tell me about it or maybe, he had a twin brother? Who knows right.

I kept on investigating, and saw his friend sitting right beside him looks like another friend of mine, which was close to the person I knew. I got more excitement in me when the best part was when I saw that guy was holding a disposable camera, so my thoughts were, they must be from somewhere else, maybe foreigners or maybe from other states.

We were on the train and I took a few more glances, or maybe I should take a picture with him and send it back to my friend and told him that I met his twin brother somewhere on the train. I heard before that there are a minimum of 5 people who looks alike in this world, but isn’t it a little bit too small and odd when the world is so big, and even I could bumped into another him.

Isn’t this world amazing? With all the extraordinary things happening around, it definitely will not make a life bored. Even when a person faces the lowest part of their life, miracle will happen, as there are so many unexpected things around us.

Cheers to the World...

For Eu, my dearest Bro...

P.S. play the video below while reading...

Dear Gor,

This is what happened since day you departed away from me...



The day you left, my life turned grey for a long period, just like when a rainbow loses its colour, because things are not going as well as I could handle. I thought living a life without you would be another great knowledge of life, but seems like I was wrong. I know I made a lot of mistakes on you before that made you angry, but you gave me forgiveness and let me return back to your side, so I can learn more from you and also get close to you. And I know that you have your own life now which makes you departed away from me. I know what I did was wrong and I didn’t really want your forgiveness again, because once was enough. But I really hope that things would still go on as usual, as your happiness will always stay together with mine.

Memories might not leave us apart, but the present and the future would. Memories between us will always be in my mind as I do not know about yours. Maybe I was doing things too overly again and I’m really sorry about that. I really hope you could live a better life than before when you were always by my side, and I would really hope that things would go as your way and not mine.

I know you might be saying that I might be thinking too much, but if you look back to the past, how many times had you forgive me and how many times had I made huge mistakes on you. Humans will have to leave each other some day and living until today with you had delayed your departure time. I made mistake and I am not going to delay it anymore. Hope you could understand and although I know that you will always be my real brother in my heart and I do not know about me inside yours, but I was happy that I had you.

Life goes on without a doubt, the future, the path, the route, must be established now. It might be harder for you than me to do it, and therefore, moral support will always be given by me to you. I know life are hard at times but just always remember that I will always be by your side to walk thtough this hard times with you. Although you are not my real brother, but always remember, you had already been a part of my family in my heart.

Gay might be the word for me to have you, because the happiness of me to be with you all the time. People might be calling us gays but I was actually happy to hear that because gay means happy. I didn't take it as homos because I think I know you more than anyone could be.

I was very happy that I could call you "gor" all these time. Like what I said, if we are fated to meet again, and that would be the time we will be meeting each other again. Until then… take care and will always miss you, my beloved brother. (You know who you are, because you are the only person I always call by this name. )

Love,

Eu

A Cup of Water…

RELATIONSHIP OR FRIENDSHIP IS JUST LIKE A CUP OF WATER PUTTING UNDER A WATER TAB. BEFORE IT IS FULL, YOU FILL IT UP, AND WHEN IT OVERFLOWS, YOU OFF THE TAB SO IT WOULDN’T OVERFLOW, BUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN YOU OFF THE TAB FOR TOO LONG? IT DRIES UP SLOWLY AND SLOWLY AND slowly… and it turned empty again…

Everyone knows that I had a good relationship with my foster brother (from the previous posts), on how much I care for him, (and reminder, not gays, just brothers) and how much he used to care for me, how much we used to have fun together until everything split us up. Maybe people would always said that friends come and go, but definitely, this one would be something that I wouldn’t let go, because it has gained it preciousness in me.

I was easy at the first place, he wasn’t being busy with his work at the first place and we could still talk on the phone most of the time. But things start to get worst when he started concentrating on his job. Not only that he wouldn’t reply my message and busy with his work, waiting for his reply during my hard times will never happen, not like before.

Things might have changed and we might be adults. But I kept on sms-ing him, maybe to gain more of his attention so at least I have somebody to talk to regarding my feelings and thoughts. But seems like I on the tap water way too much, cracking the cup. Although I had understood it early, but seems like things have to be released. Tap water needed to be closed down to reduce the cracking, and let everything dry up. Because it had crack, therefore, there are no other method to fill any water in the cup anymore.

All I can do now is to let go and maybe give him some air, some life of his own and live my own life. It might be hard at the beginning for losing someone this precious, the time we had fun, the things that we might share to make each other feel better, and really, I wouldn’t love to stop this brotherhood between us, but I understand you. Therefore, I decided to let go, although you will be the best bro I had ever had, even better than my real bros, but still, things have to change.

Sleeping through the night and take it as a sweet dream, everything will be different with just a wake up call in the morning, living a life that wasn’t supposed to be, facing reality on the path it should be.

Take care and until we were fated to meet again… bro…