I Dreamt a Dream…

DO YOU KNOW WHEN SOME TIMES DREAMS LOOK LIKE REALITY? AND DO YOU KNOW WHEN SOME TIMES DREAMS DO HAPPEN IN REALITY. DREAMS CAN BE SWEET, CAN BE AWFUL, CAN BE SOMETHING WILD, AND CAN BE SOMETHING TAME. THESE ARE WHAT DREAMS ARE…

I was sleeping soundlessly, peacefully for these few days, where there are no classes at all, no replacements, ignoring all the homework and doing nothing but to sleep and rest my mind. Maybe because I slept too much, or maybe because I was really tired which had caused my first day of sleep reached up to 18 hours, which is definitely over the limit of a normal human being.

Nevertheless, the same thing happened to me for the next two nights where I was sleeping for another 15 hours each night, which had caused me to lose the chance of meeting sunlight. But regardless, it was to rest my body, my mind and my soul, after a long week of stress and happenings towards me. But dreams occurred during my slumber. Loads and loads of them, but I could not remember either one of them, except for one which has woken me up in the midst of my sleep.

It was a dream, where I saw, the person I was in love, was hugged by another men, walking through the path right in front of me, and all I did was nothing and without knowing, I woke up the next moment, with tears shredding down my cheeks. I thought that bed should be the most private place everyone could have ever had, the most congenial place for a person to rest it mind, body and soul, but all it did to me was to bring back more bad memories towards me.

My life for the past whole week was like a wilting tree, with 18 hours of care given back to this tree, which includes watering the tree, putting fertilizer and with a little bit of care and love for the tree only I grew back alive, and with just one mistake, this tree almost died, caused by this dream. It has tried to grow, tried to live, tried to break through obstacles, but the only fact was the past is still haunting it. Bad memories, bad dreams, bad environment and many more are trying to kill this tree, and all this tree can do was to live itself, live life to the fullest, to the longest, where you wouldn’t know when your life will end, therefore, live, for the sake of yourself and for the sake of others…

Loneliness

WALKING THROUGH THE ROADS WALKED EVERYDAY, BUT SOMETHING IS DIFFERENT TODAY, SUDDENLY FELT THE LONELINESS IN ME, DID NOW KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING, ALTHOUGH THE ROAD IS BEING COVERED WITH PEOPLE, JUST FELT THE LONELINESS, THE DARKNESS… inside me…

Maybe things did not go as I thought for these few weeks, but changes can be seen since the day I was separated with my buddies, things has gone way far, way different than I expected. I felt alone, I felt that I did not have friends anymore, and even the person whom I chat through the phone, was gone, and I am all alone.

Things are so different when I moved back to the city, or maybe moving to a rural area wasn’t a good idea after all. Perhaps, looking at the world in a wider scale was a bad idea, but things definitely had cleared up my mind a lot. The word “lonely” is used in the city, while the word “peaceful” is used in a rural area. Lonely is because I am alone, peaceful is also because I am alone, but the feeling is different. Lonely is because I am alone without anymore friends, peaceful was because I met too much friends and it is time for me to be myself again.

City and rural, definitely brought a big changes towards my life, maybe this is what “culture shock” actually meant. But being a city boy for 18 years before moving to a rural area, adapting back to a life in a city definitely will not be a problem. But here comes the problem again, I am lonely, and just in a sudden, all of the memories flashes through my mind when I was in that rural area for two years, where everyone knew everybody. But in the city, all we can do is to protect ourselves from getting to know somebody, just for self protection, which makes the city unsafe, not trustable, and therefore, the only person whom a person could trust would be ourselves and of course, our buddies, no others.

Walking down the same path which is walked everyday just for 5 minutes, has brought me to another level of thoughts, life in the city depends on ourselves, all we do are for our own good, and any problems we faced must be discovered, must be solved by ourselves. Although it might be hard, but face the fact, this is the life of a city. Here comes the question, is rural better or is it that the city is better? The answer depends on the thought itself…

Traditionally New Moon

HAVE YOU TRIED ON A DAY WHERE LIFE IS HECTIC, EVERYTHING WENT WRONG, AND THE DAY PASSED SO QUICKLY IN A SUDDEN AND SUDDENLY SLOWED DOWN AGAIN? IT WAS A DAY WHERE IT WAS SO TIRING AND YOU STILL HAD TO CONTINUE THE DAY UNTIL THE END OF IT, LIKE SHOPPING AND WATCHING MOVIE, BECAUSE OF A WORD “PROMISE” AND THERE IT GOES. BUT WHILE SHOPPING AND WALKING THOUGH THE WHOLE SHOPPING MALL, MY EMOTIONS WAS DOWN, BECAUSE JUST IN A SUDDEN, SO MANY MEMORIES FLASHES BY, AND I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO BUT JUST TO WALK FASTER AND TO WALK AWAY, FROM THE SADDISTIC MEMORY…

It was a hectic day as I did not sleep the whole night 2 days ago because I was rushing for the law assignment and could not finish until 6am in the morning and I screwed it… tried to rest for a while but could not, and there I went for moral class at 9.30 in the morning and there was when my class started and everything went wrong, did not take my lunch because I lost my appetite, and was very hyperactive during class hour and I finished my class at 4pm, went back home and packed everything (jacket) and went back to college to meet up with Eileen to go to the LRT station together.

We went to the LRT station, waited for Melinda and went to KLCC together and everything went well I think. We walked around, and the only thing we wanted to have this trip was because of some problems that I and Melinda were facing…. Which was stress….

We walked a while and went for our dinner and rushed for our movie, New Moon, which was released yesterday and eventually many things happened inside. The movie started and I fell asleep and I only woke up during the actions, which are fighting between characters, and there was one thing that I did unconsciously… which was I farted… you know… those kind of machine gun like fart… and I did not knew whether Melinda notice or not… cause it was quite loud… and I was sleeping… and I was still farting when I suddenly woke up… haha… and thank god the movie ended… cause I was so tired and I slept through all the conversations they were having in the movies.

After the movie, we went for a walk for a while, and we were walking through all the shops where they were selling dresses, and this was the time where all those pictures flashes through my mind, and this was the main point I went out shopping with them, to forget about all the pictures, but I could not. It just came by again and again and my mood turned out pretty bad until I came back at home. Maybe because I was too tired, tired of everything, and slept for 18 hours until I woke up today and felt better. But those pictures still kept coming, and it made me think a lot while I was tiring enough and thanks Melinda for cheering me up. hehe. You have to work hard on it also alright? I know you can get through this obstacle, although it is quite a big one. But no worries, we will always be there to support you alright? And lets work together to get through this obstacle together as time will not manage everything, when fate is in our hand.

PlAy YoUr RoLe!! (Part 2)

WRITING SCRIPT, PREPARING SCRIPT, PRATICING SCRIPT AND EDITING SCRIPT WITHIN 1 NIGHT, AND THEREFORE SKIPPED MY SLUMBER AT NIGHT, CAUSING ME TROUBLE DURING THE ROLE PLAY TODAY AND THE ROLE PLAY TODAY WAS A ROLE PLAY WHICH WAS DONE SPECIALLY FOR MORAL CLASS. SO, MORAL OR NOT? CONTINUE WITH THE READINGS, AND YOU WILL KNOW.

This morning, at 6.20am, which was right before my rehearsal for my role play, Ryan and Wallace asked me to go out for a morning drink and the place that we went was to MU, and my rehearsal will be at 7am that time in college. I did follow although I knew that I might be late for the rehearsal, but I have not been out with them for quite a while since we were split into different classes. But once I was there, the only thing that went through my mind was, can we please not go in, because it is in the kiosk of a petrol station, in other words, air conditioned, and the weather was so cold in the morning, but we went in and started looking for things like hot drinks and foods to actually regenerate ourselves for the upcoming classes after the sun arises. Wallace and Kenny did not slept because they were rushing for the assignment, and this only meant something, we were on the same boat on whether we can concentrate in class or not.

6.45am and I am still at the petrol kiosk preparing to get back for the rehearsal, reached home at 6.50 and in miracle, I prepared everything which includes cleaning myself up and also packing my stuff and left the house at 7am sharp. I walked to college and when I reached our classroom, there wasn’t anybody yet and that is why I continued first by rearranging the classroom. And then only I found out something, something has gone missing, one of the tools for our role play has gone missing, a “Kit Kat”. But never mind, and finally the rest arrived and we eventually did manage to get started at 7.45 for our rehearsal, where our class actually starts at 8am and we did not manage to finish rehearse the whole sketch, and this is what happened next.

The role play started off with a TV host talking about discrimination towards gender and age itself where all of us started talking and talking and talking non-stop which actually made the whole show boring, because it is a forum, and therefore, for us youngsters, it might be boring and here comes the sketch in the middle of the forum, the so called “video clip”:

CEO: Jeffanie
Pregnant Women: Chi Yin
Aged Lady: Yan Yun
Handsome young man: ME!!!

(All the sketch’s dialog below are all translated into English from Bahasa Malaysia)

CEO:(writing on the table)
Pregnant women:boss, (walking in slowly with her pregnant belly) can I take a medical leave to check my infant?
CEO: WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! ALWAYS TAKE MEDICAL LEAVE?! DON’T HAVE TO WORK AR??!!
Pregnant women: sorry boss, but I really have to take a medical leave to check the infant’s health.
CEO: OK OK OK!!!! GO GO GO!!!! CELAKA!!
Pregnant women: erm, boss… today we will be having an interview session for recruiting new workers for this company.
CEO: ok ok… bring them in….
Aged Lady: God morning miss, I am Ms. XXX and I would like to interview for the job ____ and this is my resume.
CEO: (took the resume and looked). WHAT?? ALREADY 45 YEARS OLD STILL WANNA COME AND WORK AR?? SO OLD ALREADY STILL WANNA WORK??
Aged Lady: …………….. (continued smiling only)
CEO: alright, you can go back first and we will contact you again. Thank you.
Aged Lady: (walked out).
CEO: call for the next person.
Pregnant Women: The second person…. Mr. XXX, please come in.
Handsome Men: (walked in stylishly and walked to the table).
CEO: (was shocked when she saw such a handsome young men. Was seduced by him).

AND HERE COME THE PROBLEM FOR NOT PRACTICING……..

Handsome Men: (one hand on the table). Good morning miss……… (and started laughing non-stop with the CEO and of course with Siaw Shuang’s add on dialog…. Curi-curi laugh wor…. Of course we will laugh la…. )….
CEO & Handsome Men: (kept on laughing non-stop…. and…….. still laughing…… )
Handsome Men: (sat down on the chair and still laughing because seriously unable to stood up with the looks of the CEO, as she was also laughing).
CEO: (calmed down). Please introduce yourself.
Handsome Men: (Calmed down a little bit but still trying to control his laughter). I’m XXX and I am 25 years old this year and I would like to apply for the job as a writing executive. (Said with full of emotions.)
CEO: Oh my gosh, our company just needed a strong men like you, a handsome men like you to work for our company. Like that, you come back next week to start your work alright?
Handsome Men: (80 percent calmed down). Alright, I will be back next week and you are quite pretty too miss.
CEO: Oh, thank you…. (and took her hand up trying to shake her hand with the handsome men. But the handsome men didn’t notice the hand and stood up.)
Handsome Men: (gave a flying kiss to CEO).
CEO: (caught the kiss and put it to her heart).

And this is the time…………………………………..

Eu: WHERE IS THE BUS?? WHERE IS THE BUS?? WHY IS IT SO LATE?? But never mind, because what I have is Kit Kat. (passed the last Kit Kat to Mr Wong… although 1 of them is missing where I was supposed to eat it in front of the whole class… but whatever….) Have a Break, (put it on in front of Mr Wong), Have a Kit Kat. (and walked out).

And only after I took out the Kit Kat where they knew it was an Ad… haha… But never mind, it is a mind manipulation thing… LOLZ…

But after the role play, the sad case forum came back again where it is some sort of like debating around. But regardless of what happened, we finished the forum with a lot of mistakes, but we brought it back to the crowd with spontaneous and it was definitely one of the best role play we have ever had… maybe because we are so used to it and the class continued just as usual, just that we were very tired after the working through the whole night memorizing the script which ended up useless.

But what is important here would be where, everything starts with WORKING HARD, where we work hard enough to build a stepping stone, send would be WORKING SMART, where everything would be needed to work out with a thought of mind, and lastly, WORKING LUCK, luck is always needed to work something out, but remember something, this luck only comes when you work hard or work smart, because without these two, nothing… and I really mean NOTHING would come out as a conclusion. Work Hard, Work Smart and Work Luck.

* P.S. Sorry where no pictures are available at the current moment. I would definitely upload some video clips or pictures for this role play in the coming day.

please...

Its 3.17 am right now… and I couldn’t sleep. I am tired and exhausted after all the work which is done today, having flu as a part of my life today, but still, I couldn’t sleep. All I knew was, every time when I close my eyes, I see your shadow. I do not know what to do. All the questions kept popping up into my mind, “why didn’t you want to answer my phone calls?”, “why didn’t you want to reply my messages?”, “what did I do wrong?”, “why can’t you tell me?”. Please… talk to me… I need your words… your voice… as an encouragement… just talk to me… please…. Regardless of whether it is a positive or a negative ones… please??

Meaningful Words…

EVERYTHING IS MEANINGFUL IN THIS WORLD, FROM BIG TO SMALL, FROM SQUARE TO CIRCLE FROM THE SKY TO THE GROUND, FROM THE AIR TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH, FROM DINOSAUR TO TECHNOLOGY, FROM AS TINY AS AN ANT CARRYING FOOD TO ITS NEST…
Everything is meaningful, everything is beautiful, and everything has its own meaning, its own doing. But the only question is how meaningful is it?

Just like the word LOVE… what does it mean? Can a dictionary tell you what love are all about? Or is it that if you fly to Paris, the land of romance, that you will find love? How complicated or how simplistic can it be? Has been all the questions, turning round and round my head. Maybe I am in love, in love with a person that might not take my love. Waiting for reply of a message is nothing, but receiving your message everyday made my day happy, even if it is the gloomiest day I can ever have.

Just like a saying by my friend Vyan, “… a simple short message can be meaningful.” It might be the content that is meaningful, it might be the receiving of the message itself that it meaningful, or it might be the sender or the receiver itself that can be meaningful. Just something this simple can turn complicated.

All I hope is to get a reply from you every day, and once in a while to answer my phone calls. I missed you, missed your voice, your attitude, and everything that you could have shown to me, regardless physically or mentally. But all I hope… ALL I HOPE… is to get a reply from you…

HoW bUsY cAn YoU bE?

24/7 SITTING IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER, LOSING ALL YOUR MOOD TO CONTINUE STUDYING, WRITING, EDITING AND COMPLETING YOUR ASSIGNMENTS AND HOMEWORK, HOW WOULD IT FEEL? WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD???!!!!!

I need some rest, and therefore I told myself to rest yesterday, did not touch any homework or assignments which are due next week, where everything had been arranged accordingly by the institute to eventually so called killing our time. Are there any human rights left here? Did we even tell the college that we would want to have these much assignments to due in one week? Or is it that the managements are all insane for this? Just couldn’t bare it anymore. Please stop with the homework, please stop with assignments. Even if you want us to complete our assignments, please make it due on different weeks. We do have the rights to speak, but who dares to stand up and speak, and therefore, this is the only way we could let our anger go, to talk to somebody else, and to continue with our life, our journey, because all we can think was the positive side, a preparation for our job in the future. Haiz. Just needed some rest, just needed some time for myself, just needed everything on my own, my privacy, my hobby, my interest, just needed it……

We are still young, still in our teenage walking into adulthood, is this all we can get? or are there anything meaningful that can be done to give us another type of hope and luck towards our life? Are there anything more than just a myth for our teenage hood? Or will there be regrets just like the movie 2012? OR are there changes that can be made? all the answers lies on our hand. Everyone is the same, we are humans, living beings with thoughts, with emotions, and with the side of evilness in ourselves. But all we are is to ask for more, to gain more every time we get a limitation. And here is the question, how far can this limitation go? how much does a human need to fulfill his/her wishes? how far...

Confusion

STANDING WITHIN FOGS, DO NOT KNOW WHICH DIRECTION TO HEAD TO, WHAT CAN I DO? TO KEEP ON STANDING OR TRY TO WALK WITHIN THE FOG ITSELF, THAT MIGHT BRING CONSEQUENCES OR MIGHT BRING ME TO A PATH, LEADING ME TOWARDS LIGHT PATH?

I’m tired, walking through paths which could not be seen clearly, or maybe could not be seen at all. Feeling through the senses of my bare hands, hoping to hold on to something, or maybe someone whom could pull me out of this fog, which had been surrounding me for days, and might be surrounding me for another period of time. But, the question is, until when?

Although I am in the midst of confusion, but I did not give up, hoping that someday that you will be my light, leading me through this fog. But I’m cold and tired right now, but I kept on waiting, because never giving up is a road to success. I kept on thinking, thinking about you. Trying to help you out with all the problems you have had in mind, but I am powerless. I’m sorry. But hope that chances will come to me where I could make it for you, be there for you, walk with you, make you laugh, borrow you a shoulder when you needed so, and brighten up your path, moving all the obstacles in front of you, hoping to make your life better, and hope that I could do so… if a chance was given…

HELP!!! MY ASS IS BURNING!!!! (part 2)

IMAGINE THIS: SITTING ON THE TOILET BOWL, BITING A CLOTH WHILE MAKING YOUR BUSINESS, SCREAMING AND HOLDING BACK YOUR PAIN AT THE SAME TIME… WHAT WOULD IT FEEL?? HEMORRHIODS ON THE ASS… HAVING CREAMS TO BE APPLIED ON THE HOLE… SENGSARA TAU…..

It has been 2 days since I posted that MY ASS IS BURNING!! But one thing that I found out, it wasn’t diarrhea, but it was a scary hemorrhoid. It was just like normal when you go into the bathroom, sitting down on the toilet bowl, but the only different thing would be where you could not enjoy the moment when the thing that made your tummy upset. Therefore, I went to the doctor and she said that it was actually a mild external hemorrhoid.

The weirdest thing during the checkup was…. Wallace was in the room together with me. This was the conversation within the clinic:
(I walked into the room)
Me: hi doc…
Doc: come and have a sit…
Me: (still standing) I cannot sit.
Doc: why?
Me: I have a swollen thing on my buttock… the hole there…
Doc: Oh boy.. I think it should be an external hemorrhoid. You want me to check it (she didn’t really want to check, it could be seen through her looks)
Me: of course!
(Wallace walked in.)
Me: this is my “brother”… (a hit on the shoulder)
Doc: if it is your brother then no problem. But if he is your friend then he has to get out.
Me: -.-“
Wallace: no worries… I won’t look
(then the doctor continued with the check and applied some cream onto the place)
Doc: do you feel better.
(doc walked back to her table and started drawing)
Doc: it is a peeling of skin… (and she continued so many things that I could not remember)
Wallace: because he eat very fast…
Doc: you have to chew at least 32 times before swallowing.
Wallace & Me: -.-“
(and weird conversations continued until we left the room).

And thanks doctor for healing me… and thanks Wallace for sending me there… thanks Kenny and Ryan for wasting your time there with me… haha…

Then I went for class.. and there was one problem.. I could sit still… and one more problem would be that I could not sit still… haha.. it was quite painful that I had to move up and down to actually cope with the pain… and thank you that it is over by now… haha…

Here is some basic information about hemorrhoid:
Haomorrhoids (BrE), emerods, or piles are swelling and inflammation of veins in the rectum and anus. The anatomical term “Hemorrhoids” technically refers to “Cushions of tissue filled with blood vessels at the junction of the rectum and the anus”. However, the term is popularly used to refer to varicosities of the hemorrhoid tissue. Perianal hematoma are sometimes misdiagnosed and mislabeled as hemorrhoids, when in fact they have different causes and treatment.
source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hemorrhoid

Therefore, it would be good to consult a doctor when you have this kind of problem. It is found that 50 percent of the adults did not consult a doctor because they are embarrassed but please do not be embarrassed because it will worsen into another degree of level. So, please consult a doctor before you regret… hehe..

~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~

It has been another year for you, a year where it means gaining maturity for you, people perceive differently about you, where congenial environments and surroundings was produced by you, and this is the day where we will do the same to you, providing happiness is always with you and therefore,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO…… YOU!!!!!

To 2 best brothers of mine, Jack and Ben… hehe.. happy birthday and have a nice day!!! Hehe… and sorry to tell you that the cake has been ruined!!

HELP ME!!!! MY ASS IS ON FIRE!!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER TRIED WALKING TO THE BATHROOM EVERY FEW MINUTES AFTER YOU CAME OUT FROM THE BATHROOM? FROM THAT ONWARDS, YOU WILL HATE THE BOTHROOM SO MUCH WHEN YOU USUALLY LOVE THE BATHROOM SO MUCH AS IT IS THE MOST PRIVATE SPACE YOU COULD EVER FIND. THE NEXT THING YOU WILL FIND IS THAT YOUR ASS KEEPS BURNING AND YOU WILL FEEL VERY TIRED AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH… BUT IT KEPT ON GOING WHERE YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AGAIN, LISTEING TO THE HARMONIC MUSIC OF WATER FLUSHING…

It had been since this morning when I had diarrhea and I am feeling what I had not been feeling a long time ago, the tiredness of going to bathroom and so I thought on what I had consumed since yesterday. But what I had eaten since yesterday had been things that I regularly eating. But things might change, especially the cleanliness of the food itself and therefore I went on the net searching for a few information regarding diarrhea.

Diarrhoea is an intestinal disorder characterized by abnormal fluidity and frequency of fecal evacuations, generally result of increased motility in the colon; may be an important symptom of such underlying disorders as dysenteric diseases, lactose intolerance, GI tumors, and inflammatory bowel disease. Diarrhoea is the passage of watery stools, usually at least three times in a 24 hour period. However, it is the consistency of the stools rather than the number that is most important. Frequent passing of formed stools is not diarrhea. Babies fed only breast milk often pass loose, “pasty” stools; this also is not diarrhea. Mothers usually know when their child have diarrhea and may provide useful working definitions in local situations.

Types of Diarrhoea
1) Acute watery diarrhea (including cholera) which lasts several hours or days: the main danger is dehydration; weight loss also occurs if feeding is not continued;
2) Acute bloody diarrhea (also called dysentery): the main dangers are intestinal damage, sepsis and malnutrition; other complications, including dehydration, may also occur;
3) Persistent Diarrhoea (which lasts 13 days or longer): the main danger is malnutrition and serious non-intestinal infection; dehydration may also occur;
4) Diarrhoea with severe malnutrition (marasmus or kwashiorkor); the main dangers are: severe systemic infection, dehydration, heart failure and vitamin and mineral deficiency.

Why is Diarrhoea Dangerous
Diarrhoea causes rapid depletion of water and sodium – both of which are necessary for life. If the water and salts are not replaced fast, the body starts to “dry up” or get dehydrated. If more than 10% of the body’s fluid is lost, death occurs.

Treatment
In many cases of diarrhea, replacing lost fluid and salts is the only treatment needed. This is usually by mouth – oral rehydration therapy – or, in very severe cases, intravenously.
Diet restriction, to known well-tolerated foods, and the BRAT diet and its extensions, may be used for 1 to 3 days. However, limiting milk to children has no effect on the duration of diarrhea.
source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diarrhea & http://rehydrate.org/diarrhoea/

It is best to see a doctor when you are facing diarrhea because it will be dangerous if it is not treated quickly. And this is the end of the diarrhea lesson today and I am going back to my bathroom again… chao!!!!

I missed you!

SORRY for not calling you, SORRY for not short messaging you, SORRY for not being caring enough for you, SORRY for not singing for you, SORRY for not being able to be with you, SORRY for not being by your side, SORRY for making you waiting, SORRY for making things which could be possible into something impossible, SORRY for not being able to protect you, SORRY for not spending most of my time on you, SORRY…

THANK YOU for always be by my side, THANK YOU for always being so caring to me, THANK YOU for always being so kind to me, THANK YOU for always supporting me for what I am doing, THANK YOU for answering my phone calls… and I really missed you. There are so many things that I wanna tell you, and one of them is “aunty, I love you and i hope I could be with you all the time, doing things for you, caring for you, sing to you and most importantly be with you every time you needed somebody to”.

Controlling others or being controlled by others?

THINK ABOUT YOUR LIFE WHERE YOU ARE CONTROLLED BY YOUR PARENTS SINCE YOU WERE YOUNG, THINK ABOUT YOUR STUDIES IN DIFFERENT INSITUTE WHERE YOU WERE CONTROLLED BY LECTURERS/TUTORS TO COMPLETE YOUR HOMEWORK JUST FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING COURSEWORK MARKS, THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE WHERE YOU WILL BE WORKING AND BEING CONTROLLED BY YOUR HIGHER UPS, THINK ABOUT YOUR… WHERE IS FREEDOM AFTERALL? WHERE IS THE TIME FOR A PRIVATE AND PERSONAL SPACE?

It has been a few days since I last updated my blog. Wondered why right? Because of a two things which has occurred. Remembered the blog previously where I had posted the feelings of mine regarding the singing competition I joined? It was the Saturday and Sunday where this singing competition was held and from there, I had so called wasted two days of my time, but it was my interest though, so I did not blame it. But regardless, after I came back from that competition, I started assignment where it is needs to be passed up on Thursday. Therefore, I rushed through the whole assignment where the topic which was given was “Trademark”, where our tutor wants us to talk about the case of Apple Inc. v. Woolworths. But the problem here is that this case is has not ended, therefore, he wants us to assume the ending of the case itself and here the problem comes. We started doing and doing and doing and continued doing again, for hours, for days and it never end because we do not know why it happened and by accomplishing this assignment itself has killed another ten of thousands of my brain cells again. I do not have enough brain cells to be used in the future, so please stop helping my brain cells to age. But when we handed up our assignments, our tutor marked it right on the spot and passed it back to us. Imagine how simply did he mark our paper? He just flipped through and just ticked a few, and started giving his evaluation for our assignment but regardless of what, all of us passed our assignment. HOORAY for LAW!!

But then, here comes another problem. I think I can called it a stacked up obstacles, just like the sports equipment used in Japan where they stacked it taller and taller and the students would have to jump over it and it goes the same here. After our cyber law assignment, there comes statistics and we would have to pass it up on the same day itself. If it is not a stacked up homework, then what would it be known as? According to my previous experience, I used up 4 hours just for this statistic homework so I doubted the same for this homework and just like what I have guessed, I used up 4 hours and 30 minutes just for this homework. For god sake! Isn’t this a little bit over for student to eventually sit in front of the table to finish the whole homework for 4 hours? And by doing it every week, what do you want from us? Asking us to commit suicide and therefore not to go for your class anymore. For god sake! And those were the curses I have been cursing while I am doing my statistics. But regardless, I completed it after my law assignment and then I started my official break where it did not went long because without you knowing, class is here and therefore, I went for class and life continues killing my brain cells. Haha. But regardless on what happens, life is full with obstacles, the more obstacles you have passed through in the present, the lesser obstacles you will be facing in the future, as you would have the idea on how to cope with the same obstacles in the future, as human’s life is a ball, where it goes round and round.

UnPrEDiCtaBle

THERE ARE THINGS IN LIFE THAT YOU MIGHT BE THINKING: I CAN DO IT, I WILL DO IT, AND I WILL ACHIEVE IT. BUT SOMETIMES ACCIDENT FROM OUTER SOURCE MIGHT HAPPEN AND CAUSES YOU TO LOSE THIS OPPORTUNITY YOU WANTED TO GAIN SO MUCH, AND THE NEXT CHANCE THAT WILL BE KNOCKING ON THE DOOR WILL BE IN ANOTHER FEW MONTHS TIME, WHAT WILL YOU DO? WHAT CAN YOU DO? ABSOLUTELY nothing.

It was a day of my excitement yesterday where I had one of my greatest moments ever where I went to IOI mall for my singing competition. I was there and the thing I thought was, everyone left me, and I had to come all alone to Puchong. But regardless, I was there and I planned to continue my journey on to my dream… and remember, I mentioned dream. So I went there and I was planning to have fun, registered and paid 30 bucks, waited for around 3 hours only did I get into the room to start my singing. It was a long run where I actually sang 3 songs and then after that they passed me to the next round, the semis where 50 of the semis contestant, only 10 will be chosen to represent Kuala Lumpur and Selangor to compete in the following rounds of competition.

Of course I was nervous very nervous during the competition today, as we were only given one night to prepare ourselves for another song for this semis competition. It was a hectic night as I did not get my lyrics right, and it was definitely one of the most challenging task I have ever had. But regardless, I tried to remember the lyrics (but I sang wrongly during the competition), and then went for competition. I was kind of confident that I will do well in this round, but things came up, P.A. started coming up with problems, where the key which is supposed to be given to me could not be given as the machine has some technical problems on it. At first I thought it was a technical problem, but who knows, I am not the only contestant who needs the changes of keys, which causes massive problems for our singing. But he managed to cope with the problem but I could not cause the problem for mine was eventually a little harder to cope and I broke it, the competition is gone for me for good. But regardless on what happened, I’m glad to learn lots of stuff inside, get to know more new friends from that competition itself, Elizabeth, ah ning (sorry, forgot your full name and congrats for getting into the top 10), ah yang, ah mok and a few more where I did not get to know their names and it goes the same around. Haha. But regardless, just take it as an experience and hope that when things like that occur again, I will be able to cope with it. Try Hard, Learn Hard, Target Hard, Fall Hard and the process goes all over again, as this is the process of a human’s learning.

WOOHOO!!!! number 93... I was only 1 hour late for the registration and i have already got number 93.. imagine those who came later...

top 50 "certificate"... LOLZ...

Lonely because of opportunity...

SOMETIMES, LIFE CAN BE LONELY. THERE IS A SAYING WHICH SAYS THAT WHEN YOU LAUGH, THE WORLD LAUGHES WITH YOU, BUT WHEN YOU CRY, YOU CRY ALONE. BUT IS IT TRUE ENOUGH THAT WHEN YOU LAUGH, THE WORLD LAUGHES WITH YOU? SOMETIMES YOU MIGHT BE LAUGHING ALONE WHICH WILL THEN TURN YOU IN TO A CASE OF SADDISTIC AS THE MATTER IN FACT IS THAT YOU ARE ALONE.

It has been around a month since this planning of joining some sort of evil plan of ours on one of the Saturday between me and my friends… and clearly, two different parties of friends. I actually invited another party to join because I knew that they actually had this interest in this thing. This thing cannot be mentioned here because it is what I like to call P&C (Private and Confidential), where is it only kept to personal use. But one thing is that I could not believe that this plan has been ruined.

I knew that both parties are having the same interest in this, although their interest are not as much as mine, I guess, but like that I have told them, opportunity knocks in the door only once in a lifetime. People might be saying that, opportunity always knocks on my door all the time and this is why they take it for granted. But what to say is that, the opportunity that might be knocking on your door right now is a different opportunity. “Opportunities” might be lining up in front of your house, each and everyone waiting just to knock your door and then only thing you did was to ignore it and therefore it left. But like what I have said, opportunity knocks at the door only once. Why did I say this? It is because even thought you might be looking into the same opportunity, but that is only the physical side of it, as for the content of it, it might have been modified according to current situations and there goes your opportunity. It is just like a salesman came by ringing your door bell and then left without information because all you did was ignored it. But that salesman might have what you needed during emergency but not the other salesman who comes knocking after the door after the first salesman arrives. This is why I said that the content of it will be different.

There had been so many things in life that I have missed, but one thing that I learnt is that, you cannot fit in all the opportunities in at one time, but the only thing you can do is to choose your opportunity wisely, rather than letting it go and you will regret forever for not taking that opportunity to make yourself a person who might be a millionaire in just a night. So, just remember to appreciate every opportunity you have and good luck with those opportunities, because it will be another new adventure in your life.

Memories for Life

HAVE YOU EVER HAD THIS EXPERIENCE OF REMEMBERING SOMETHING OF THE PAST BECAUSE OF A SIMILARITY ON SOMETHING YOU CAPTURED THROUGH YOUR SENSES?

I was at on the train, coming back from my hostel to my own home sweet home. Everything at home felt so comfortable. Even the food at home is much nicer and healthier than the food outside. But these are the major difference between the reality (freedom) and with a non-reality (covered-up life by parents). But no matter what, home is still the best place to live on as family lives together.

I was on the Light Rail Transit when I was on my way home and I remembered something hilarious which had happened few years back when a whole bunch of us went to the twin tower for a walk. We went there right early in the morning and came back in the late evening. On our way back, what I remembered was it was pack as it was the time where everyone is rushing back to their own house. So, all of us rushed into the train regardless of what will happen next.

And so, we went up to the train, with people pushing people, and when the door closed and all of us continued with our journey, we discovered one thing, one of us was missing and that was jojo. Where did she go? Did she even get on the train?

So, in order for us to check on whether she hopped on the train, we started shouting for her name but there were no replies. So we continued what we were doing and then it goes on and on. The next thing you know, one of our phones received a short message and this is the content. “Please stop screaming for my name, it is embarrassing”. Haha... so now we knew that she was on the train after all. Although we embarrassed ourselves just to ask on whether she is safe, but it turned out to be something hilarious. But no matter what happens, it is still the past, and it has eventually turned into something which can be laughed for. So, no matter what had happened in the past, it will only be an image of laughter for everyone. So, do things the way you like within the boundary and be happy… hehe…

ARGH!!!!! CANNOT SLEEP AAAAA!!!!!!!!!

IMAGINE THIS: COULDN’T SLEEP FOR 2 WEEKS, AN AVERAGE OF SLEEPING HOURS OF 3 HOURS A DAY, WHAT WOULD EVENTUALLY HAPPEN TO YOU? HEALTH PROBLEMS? MAYBE. CONCENTRATION PROBLEMS DURING THE DAY? MAYBE. SLEEPING HOURS HAS BEEN MIGRATED TO OTHER COUNTRIES? DEFINITELY… AND IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON… AND PLEASE, HOW TO GET RID OF IT? I NEED A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP!!!

It has been 2 weeks since I had my goodnight sleep. Everything goes abnormal nowadays. 1+1 could even be 3 or 4 and you must be asking, what happened to me. Good question. Even I do not know. All I did was to go to bed the usual time, but things always popped up into my mind causing me to gain stress and then it continued on and on and eventually I could not sleep until the morning. But there was once where I eventually got into my dreams. I was sort of happy when I woke up, but it is only like 3 hours later, which would be 3am in the morning. Guess what, my first good night sleep and then here comes the nightmares. I have heard before that humans will have an amount of 3-4 different dreams in a night. But how did dreams come by? For this, I think it will be discussed next time. Haha..

Imagine living in a city such as Kuala Lumpur, where it is slowly turning into a sleepless city, just like Las Vegas. When things like that happen, eventually people’s stress increases. Everything is all about efficiency in terms of speed and quality. What else could increase? Maybe everything that could be taught of, you mentioned it. But regardless what will happen, it is still important to get enough sleep a day and for those who could not get into sleep, these are a few ways of getting you into bed.

10 Tips for getting you into bed
1) Give yourself “permission” to go to bed. As hard as it may be to put away your “to do” list, make sleep a priority.
2) Try to deal with worries and distractions several hours before bedtime.
3) Develop a consistent sleeping ritual. Do the same thing each night just before bed, as it will signal your body to settle down for the night.
4) Set your biological clock by sleeping and waking up at the same time each day and night.
5) Create a restful sleep environment. Sleep in a cool, quiet, dark room. (this could not be achieved by me if you have read the previous topic regarding my housemate).
6) Sleep on a comfortable, supportive mattress and foundation. It’s difficult to sleep on a bed that’s too small, too soft, too hard or too old.
7) Exercise regularly. But do not exercise before bedtime or you may have trouble falling asleep.
8) Cut down on stimulants such as caffeine, especially in the evening that can face you difficulty on falling asleep.
9) Don’t smoke. (Smokers, quit smoking. It is also one of the causes).
10) Reduce alcohol intake. Drinking alcohol shortly before bedtime interrupts and fragments sleep.

Most of you might be wondering on whether this is true or not. But one thing is that through this survey which is conducted in the states, 51 percent of the sampled Americans said that stress is actually disturbing their sleep. Imagine this, 1 out of every 2 person will be facing a problem of sleeping due to stress. So, the only thing you can do now is to follow the instructions above and start living a healthy life as there are more things that could be done during the day rather than losing your sleep at night.


Don't try this at home... LOLZ...

PlAy YoUr RoLe!!

ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOW HOW ACTORS/ACTRESS ACTED IN A MOVIE? THE ANSWER IS… LEARN IT FROM SCHOOL. EVERYTHING STARTS WITH A SMALL AND SIMPLE THING KNOWN AS…. SKETCH.

It had been a week since we did our preparation for our sketch and today it is, the day all of us had been waiting for, the day of presentation. You might be wondering, why do we have such an enthusiast to act in a sketch? Because of interest? NEH!!!! Because we are forced to as it is a part of our student’s project but it was fun though.

The main elements that should be consists in this sketch would be a role play of a meeting scene in which every group will need to have it as a part of their scene. We have other groups presenting topics like bra, telecommunication service and also talent agency. But our topic was about diapers.


Bra Presentation


bi bi bi bi bi


Mamy and Daddy Ul with Baby Ul


Baby Ultraman and me


Baby Ul and Mummy Ul

We came up with a scene of crisis where in the diapers which is used causes allergy towards the baby’s buttock. And guess what? Our main character of the day is neither one of us. The thing which attracted the most would be an Ultraman… wearing a diaper. We use it because it has a red buttock which shows the allergy towards the buttock. We started off by banging the door and then complained to the receptionist that causes much trouble until the manager came out to talk about this crisis and bringing it to the meeting.

In this sketch, I acted as three in three different characters. First would be the father of the Ultraman, second would be the chief designer who is a sissy men and thirdly, a very egoistic man who is the advertising manager. Just within these three characters had made me caught into many troubles during our practice and rehearsals. But it was fun though.

After that, as our celebration, we went to McDonalds to have our celebration and I was eating like nobody’s business. Imagine this: 5 person eating 7 large packets of fries, I continued eating a McChicken, a Sunday, a regular coke and also helped out to eat the leftover chicken by Jeffanie. LOLZ… is my stomach a black hole or what and the problem here is that, my stomach doesn’t feel full. After that I went home and I continued with my sleep and eventually skipped two classes and the speech giving competition (pidato) which would eventually add marks into our coursework. But once it is over, then it is over. No regrets (although just now I regretted for a moment).


McD fries

But no matter what happens, life still goes on although the schedule which has been scheduled for this week is pack so pack until I do not get enough time to sleep. Three hours per day is my maximum. What to say, the higher you study, the more stressful it is. But take these obstacles as small obstacles as there are bigger challenges ahead waiting.

Moral or not? (Part 2)

ARE THERE ANY BOUNDARIES TOWARDS MORALITY?

These are the chats from Facebook (in Bahasa Malaysia):

Topic: Assignment = sengsara (By Yen)
Lian: Menurut kepada Kalkulus Hedonistik Bentham, assignments adalah salah dan tidak bermoral kerana menghasilkan loebih banyak kesengsaraan daripada keseronokan.

Eu: tapi kenalah bersabar kan? kerana seperti yang cikgu kata, kami ini unik. Pelajar yang unik memerlukan cikgu yang unik kan?

Yen: murid-murid yang egoisme akan teringin membunuh diri..

Eu: tapi, mengikut eksistensialisme, kami mempunyai kebebasan untuk membunuh diri... haha... tapi, walau apa pun, terpaksalah membantah dengan teori kemoralan social kerana mengikut tradisi dan undang undang, membunuh diri adalah tidak bermoral... jadi, takkan bunuh diri punya, kerana kami ni unik kan? nanti yang nak bunuh diri tu sengsara kerana tak mati... haha.. .

Yen: Pembunuh tiada moral punya.

Eu: ada... mengikut mr. wong... pembunuh ada moral.... teori utilitarianisme.... keseronokan untuk pembunuh melebihi kesengsaraan pembunuh... haha...

Yen: Utilitarianisme adalah membawa kesoronokan kepada kebanyakan berbanding seseorang, lain kata jika ada beratus pembunuh jadi boleh mengatakannya..juga dalam situasi eksistensialisme..sengsara-ing.

Eu: jadi.. ini bermaksud kesemua pensyarah itu tidak bermoral la... kerana memberikan banyak latihan kepada kami. Kerana mengikut utilitarianisme, sepatutnya keseronokan melebihi kesengsaraan, tetapi. nampaknya latihan ini membawa kesengsaraan melebihi keseronokan…

Yen: murid ni unik betul.. not bad~~

Haha… these are the so-called moral which had been interpreted by their students… haha…

Source: Weng Yen Tan (facebook)...

Moral or Not?

HUMANS BEING HUMANS, WEIRD THINGS HAPPENS, IMPOSSIBLE THINGS BECOME POSSIBLE, WHAT WOULD A HUMAN BEING NOT DO FOR SELF SATISFACTION, AND FOR OTHER BEING’S ENTERTAINMENT.

I went for my moral class at 8a.m. this morning, when it is still the time in which my spirit was flying everywhere in the sky as I did not slept that night due to some incident. But never mind, I continued to college as it is quite an important subject to study, although it is only moral, but we indeed had an interesting lecturer.

Although it wasn’t a bad morning to start off with, but the point is that I do not have a point to start off at the beginning. But once again, I get to grab the free standing newspaper which is circulated around the college and if the paper is being placed at the canteen at 8a.m., that so called circulating would finish at 8.10 a.m. and I was definitely one of the luckiest one to get one of that newspaper. Imagine a college with a total population of 26,000 people, how would you actually split those papers off? Haha. But anyway, I went to class as usual and our moral tutor started the group presentation.

It was until the third group of presentation today actually woke me up when I got their notes because I was daydreaming all the while the rest of the groups were presenting. Imagine what have I seen and I’ll let you make the decision on whether it is moral or not…



But whatever, it is a good attempt to actually grab attention. Continue with the “Arahan Kementerian… but just do me a favour, next time, please leave a blank line behind so at least we could fill it up? and please do not use the word “jantan”? We are known as “lelaki” and you made us sounded like an animal, although humans are animals, but we are still different. But good attempt, and keep up with the good work.

Starting of a new life….. AGAIN….

REMEMBER HOW THE MOVIE NOWADAYS WHERE THEY HAD ALWAYS SAID THIS…. “…IT’S TIME TO GAIN A NEW LIFE”… “IT IS A STARTING OF A NEW LIFE”… “CHANGING OVER A NEW LEAF”… AND ETC. BUT DOES IT REALLY HAPPEN? OR IS IT JUST A PHRASE OF SELF CONSOLING?

I just cut my hair today, and it is extremely horrible. Imagine this; you know where your sideburn is right? You just go a little up…… a little up…… and a little bit more from your side burn and you will reach your left/right hand side of the head and that is the part which makes a difference. I do not know why, perhaps I did say something wrong to actually make that hairstylist to “fall-in-love” with me? But I did nothing wrong. And this is what happened to my head: leaf side of the head… hair is still there… this is ok. Right side of the head… hair is as short as 0.5mm. WHAT??!! I was so speechless… although it looks nice, but I am neither a model nor an artist. Couldn’t imagine what would happen to me if I walk to college tomorrow. But the weirdest part would be that, if I were to wear a cap, I wonder what will happen if turn left and turn right. People might be thinking that there is something wrong with this guy or maybe if for those who has been looking for only a while and then stared back at you again might be thinking that it would possibly be somebody else, with the same looks, a twins, just with different hairstyle. So, don’t get shock cause I am that person, there are no twins falling around my life right now.

This is what happened today. I rushed from college and took the bus to a place known as Wangsa Maju. I went there and I eventually walked around to survey for the prices. But what caught my attention are not the saloons around it, but it is a place where we usually eat a Chinese delicacy, the flat top Chinese noodles known as Pan Mee (I bet for those people who know me in this course would know about this place). It has been a while since I visited that place itself. But I continued my search for a saloon and this saloon, with spot car red colour as their sign board, with a pricing board which wrote that it only costs RM14.90++ for students cut, which is the cheapest among all the prices which is available. But remember, there is a sign “++” there. So, I went in and then I was sat down on the chair and they started washing my head. The service of the hair washing was alright as the strength which is used is not hard enough. But I found out something interesting (and there is definitely no discriminations over here). The stylists there are eventually homosexuals and they were all talking about which customer guy did they looked into it and say that how stylish they are and how good looking they are and I got shocked. LOLZ. But the hairstylist who cut my hair is actually a very nice person to communicate with. We talked and talked and eventually the time passes and my current hair “DENG DENG” came out of no where.

The whole process, from washing till cutting of my hair took me around an hour. It took quite a while for me as it has already been the late afternoon. But could not blame him for that, because I was the person who said “what do you think would be suitable for my hair… do as you like towards my hair…” and that is what I had always been doing in a saloon because they know what the best is for their customers.

Now the new hairstyle came out, and it also means a starting of a new life? Or is it that I would need more guts to go to college with this hair and therefore it is only a console by using idioms such as “changing a new leaf”? But regardless on what will happen tomorrow, it will be a next step of challenge in life and the only thing that could be done would be facing it without fear, without a doubt.

People, PLEASE don’t act smart…

STUDENTS ESPECIALLY FROM THE CITY, PLEASE, DON’T THINK THAT YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY THINK THAT YOU COULD OVERCOME ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE. THERE IS NOTHING INFINITE THAT THINGS WOULD NOT HAPPEN TO YOU IN YOUR LIFE. THINK SMART, BUT NOT ACT SMART...

I saw the recent news on what happened to the three UTAR students from Kampar who drowned in the Kampar’s waterfall. When I saw that news, I and my friends were shocked as places on the Internet such as “Facebook” and “Twitter” was having this news all over the place. Even though I felt pity for the family for losing their son or daughter, but one thing, please, people from the city, stop acting like you knew everything.

While I was studying still studying in Kampar, I and my friends always went to that waterfall, but one thing is that, it hasn’t been anything happening since ages ago. Although there were several death cases which happened not because of stupidity, but accident, but through this news, this is what I call stupidity for playing with your life. If you knew that the rain was coming, please evacuate when you see the sky is covering with black clouds. I do now know whether you people from the city who went into a village is to show of or being a “jackoon”. But please, when you are in Rome, do as the Romans do. Things that you think you might know, in fact, in the reality, you do not know it at all.

For all my two years in Kampar, when even UTAR was established, I have not heard something like people from KTAR, Perak got drowned at the waterfall because they were flushed off by the water during rain? C’mon people from UTAR, you have brains. Do not act like a kid who wants everything to be in your hand. I know that we learnt during our classes, in which every human needs satisfaction. But not everything that you are doing needed satisfaction. Think about your own safety. Even if you do not think about your own safety, think about others. What would others feel if history like this repeats itself? And because of you ignorant people, that beautiful place will be blacklisted forever. PLEASE, BE MATURE AND PLEASE USE YOUR BRAINS FOR THE SAKE OF OTHERS!!!! THINK BEFORE YOU DO!!!!

SOMEBODY CALL 911!!!!!!!!!

IMAGINE IF YOU WERE HAVING A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP, WITH THE SWEETEST DREAMS IN YOUR LIFE, THE DREAM GIRL OR THE MR RIGHT WHO WANTED TO KISS YOU IN YOUR LIPS… ALMOST THERE…. ALMOST THEREEEEEEEEEEE….. AND “POOF”… ALL GONE BECAUSE OF SOMEBODY WHO WOKE YOU UP…

Once or twice would be alright, but by doing it EVERYDAY!!! Isn’t it a little bit too much? I know that your room is just right opposite mine, but can you please, PLEASE!!!! Stop bringing your BIG MOUTH friends here, especially the small looking girl who looks like a kindi or primary school student. PLEASE!!! IT IS ALMOST EVERY DAY THAT YOU IGNORANT PEOPLE WOKE ME UP!!!! Can’t all of you give a little consent towards us who are studying at a HIGHER LEVEL and you are the one who is so free studying at STPM!! PLEASE USE YOUR BRAINS!!!! If you do know that I am sleeping, PLEASE CLOSE THE DOOR AND SHOUT INSIDE!!!!

I am not the only person who got woke up by you ignorant people. Imagine a room which is set so far away from your room, and that innocent person got woke up by your stupid and loud voice.

Not cleaning the kitchen, cockroaches invaded my room and also our house is being the biggest limit that we can bear with you. But please do not disturb our life. You can do whatever you want OUTSIDE, and I don’t give a damn. But please, think about others. If this is happening once more, your friend… I will assure you that they will be forbidden from coming into this house again. Imagine that you got woke up by something that you do not want. Everyone has been so hardworking and tired for classes, homework and all the daily life they have to accomplish, and all you did was bringing your friends, having party around the house, making the house dirty until it is unrecognizable, using other people’s stuff (especially my dishwasher) until it has finished, using our cooking gas and we needed to pay for your friends for their food in this house. IMAGINE WHAT ELSE WHICH IS POSSIBLE FOR US TO COPE WITH!!!! And let me tell you something you fat ass… this would already be my limit. And lastly, I WARN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! and people, please pull my hands behind so i won't whack him up so deadly....

“Stop Making Me Miserable!!!!”

A PERSON WHO MIGHT HAVE THE HEIGHT OF 180CM COULD LOOK LIKE A PERSON WHO ONLY HAS THE HEIGHT OF 180CM. WHAT HAPPENED?? ALL CAUSED BY………….. HUNCHBACK!!!

Hunchback often causes a person’s life full with miserable, by making that person him/herself looking short, bringing health problems into that person’s life and many more. But what are the causes of hunchback? Is it because of biological genetics? Is it because of that person’s low self esteem causing it to lose it’s credibility towards the reality world, forgetting that there are much more things which are beautiful in this world? What can be done to cure these problems?

I'll bet most of you will remember the disney cartoon of the Hunchback of the Notre Dame. He might be a hero, but do you want to look like him?

Check it out all on .... The Importance of Working Your Core Muscle .....

Straightened your back and stop hunchback for the sake of your life…. Peace….

S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....S.O.S.....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!! DAMN THOSE PEOPLE WHO'D ACTUALLY INVENTED EXAMS AND ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-in the mid of frustrations-

Ghost Whisperer……..NOT!!!!

THE NIGHT WHERE THE WESTERN FOLKLORIST SAID THAT THE SPIRITS OF THE EVIL WILL EVADE ONTO EARTH, BUT SEEMS LIKE THE SPIRITS WOULD NOT WANT TO COME OVER AFTER ALL, AS HUMANS WHO ARE WELCOMING THE SPIRITS OF EVIL HAD ACTUALLY SCARE THEM OFF…

I was waiting without patience at home, waiting for a car to pick me up, for us to celebrate the night of Halloween. Seconds after seconds, minutes after minutes, hours after hours, but it is still not here and I had already prepared myself for the night to begin. Then the time comes…

We started off our journey by actually asking each other on the way for us to get to Bandar Damansara, 1 Utama where we will be celebrating Halloween there. But at least all of us did the same thing, we actually find out the way to get there through Google Maps Malaysia. It was tough though as it is actually hard to recognize the road signs at night. But regardless, we reached there before the party started.

As this is the first event to be organized by Wallace at his working place in Mardigras, it would definitely be a big bang as he is damn good in organizing events, and imagine, Halloween, a night where events will be huge and big and talking about Mardigras, it was only a club with 4 tables and with only regular customers, which are those few people who always pay a visit to that place. That was what I thought would be happening when we first arrived as what I saw was only a few person. But as time flies by, people are starting to gather around and the dance floor started packing up with people dancing around.

But what really took my eyes away aren’t those pretty and sexy hot bitches around, but those who actually wore pretty scarily there, because once again, it is Halloween. Pole dancers were make up-ed weirdly. Imagine this, a lady who was wearing a nurse dress, had two very red cheek like Pikachu, and her face was pale (due to make up) and she is doing some pole dancing around the poles on stage. Maybe because it is Halloween and it is a costume party, but won’t that be a little bit too over? Even pixies appeared at the event. HELLO PEOPLE!!! HALLOWEEN IS SUPPOSED TO BE SCARY AS THEY ARE EVIL SPIRITS!!!! Pixies are neither evil nor scary.

The music back then when we first arrived was not even on the level of our passing rate of music that should be played in a club. But once it passes midnight, DJ Big Daddy started putting the beat up and the whole crowd went crazy.

The music started off “~BoM! bOm! ShAkE! sHaKe! I dRoP…~”, the DJ started screaming on the microphone, “put your hands up.... pur your hands up....put your hands up you F***ing Bitches... WOOOW!!!!!!” and the whole crowd actually went crazy for it. But the sentence which made me remembered the most was “Say it with me… make money money, make money money money!” but it sounded quite true as they are the one who is making money but on the other hand, we are the ones who is paying the money. What else to say? In club, music is the one who controls the people. Imagine dancing on the speaker itself, how many times in this world that a person would be able to dance on the speaker with a lady on hand and with a pole in front of the speaker? Haha.

But one thing to say, by changing from a place with tables of four to a place with crowds filling up every single air space which is available just within one night is definitely a miracle. But one thing to show is that the effort which has been taken to make this event a success. This shows something, there is nothing impossible in this world. Just like an ant, who could actually move things 4 times of its weights. It might sounds impossible for an ant to move things 4 times of its weight. But just like what the layman said,

"There Is Nothing Impossible Other Than “Impossible” Itself"

But in regrets, there aren’t any pictures on hand right now which could be uploaded in this blog. But pictures will be uploaded as soon as I get it. Once again, thanks brother, for a phenomenal night, definitely the best Halloween I have ever had for the past 20 years of my life.