B-coming a Family 3

ONCE AGAIN, HUMANS ARE AMAZING RIGHT? ON HOW THEY THINK; ON HOW THEY REACT; ON HOW THEIR EMOTIONS APPEAR AND DISSOLVED; AND ON HOW ANONYMOUS TURNS INTO RELATIONSHIP. JUST AMAZING…

It would be last outing before everyone from our institute will be facing our final examination, starting 26 August until 4 September. Pack? Hectic? Definitely the worst to come. So since everything is going to turn disastrous, our class has planned something unique, a class lunch, our last gathering, and also a gathering to celebrate our survive in this shitty semester.

Remember on how shitty my life was until I did not even have time to blog any longer, but everything has pros and cons. The cons for me is that I might not be able to blog, but the pros is to spend more time, not only with assignments, but also with my friends, exchanging information, learning together, facing all obstacles together, and therefore, we turned into a gigantic family tre3e, headed by, of course, our class representative, and continue with the salves of B3. (just kidding…. ^^)

Friendship and human relationship might not stay forever, but memories do, and definitely this is a great memory to remember. (and didn’t really realized that we turned the whole place upside down… wahahaha)…

A Stronger Person??

HUMANS STRIVE TO EXCEED THEIR LIMIT… AND THERE THEY GO, TO BE A BETTER PERSON, AN IMPROVED PERSON IN THE COMING FUTURE. BUT HOW CAN THIS BE ACHIEVED?

Remember the thing we did previously, although it was the first time, and although I didn’t quite make it, I was kind of sad for me. I was sad because of the imperfection that I delivered; I was sad because I thought I was so almighty that I could do it; but until the end, seems like nothing was achieved for my part, whilst you guys have been putting effort into the whole thing, the arrangements, the practice, the money and many more.

After that moment, eventually, I told myself on not to let you guys down, as you guys would be the best thing that is happening and will happen in my life. I didn’t want to let you guys down, therefore telling myself to be a better person by practice. But seems like this time, I would need to let my hopes down once again.

I was supported, I was told that I was great, I was told that I could be better, maybe a little extra practice that would do. But seems like things isn’t as easy as expected and I seriously didn't want to let you guys down this time.

Continuing with all the moral support pumped in by saying that I could do it, the people out there loved on what I am doing right now, which seriously touched me not only into the heart, but bones. (and seriously guys, I don't wanna be a part of the threesome team).

I think there would only be one solution for this, to practice my best, to present my best, to deliver my best, and hope to be on par with you guys which are like bros to me even though it was only a short term since we met, and remember on how we met, we met at a person teaching something known as 69. Cancer horoscope or is it a sexual pose, I didn't know, but those moments was seriously awesome, and you guys did bring it up to another level, which is what is happening right now.

You guys are not murderers, but it is just a push to see on how far I can go. Thank you guys so much, and thank you all for the all the moral support given to me. How I wish I could do the same. But since things aren’t as easy as it is, things would get better someday, I hope. But definitely, you guys are the miracle that has popped into my life. ^^ Cheers bros…

Get Well.... ^^

THIS TIME IS MY TURN TO TELL YOU TO GO TO BED EARLY

because of you missing, my life turned so quiet and peaceful...

ng de ng de ng de...

FASTER

GET WELL !! ^^

Because

I WANT SOMEONE TO MAKE NOISE WITH ME!!

Take Care....

Love Affairs

HUMANS CAN BE SO BLINDED BY LOVE AT TIMES. BUT PLEASE, THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE AROUND, AS WE’RE NOT BLIND!

There are people around who is so blinded with love, everything about this person is the opponent, doing everything for her, getting things done for her, solving the problem for her (until the end, the problem became worst and the people around would have to step in), and thought that he was so mighty for her.

In reality, the people around are doing things for her, and what did you do? Thinking that “if I would do this for her, and if I would do that for her, would she love me?” the answer is NO! Please wake up, as this is not something that should be happening and it will NOT happen for the time being. THE GIRL HAS HER PARTNER! And if you would want to continue being so hard on either one of us, I will definitely not letting you off my fist. You better wake up and learn through your mistakes. This is not only about YOU, you selfish bastard.

If you were so desperate to get one, just go to somewhere and grab a whore to do it. Please do not show off in front of us that you’re so almighty and until the end, the people around have to be cleaning everything up for you. It is because of your action that has caused everyone to suffer. You think we like it? We HATED IT SO MUCH!! Now I’m telling you, either you get off the hook or either we’ll be the ones getting you off the hook.

This isn’t something funny, which goes the same to the girl. If you were going to show pity to this guy or whatever reasons that I do not know, please don’t turn around and ask for help. It is not that we do not want to help but it is just that we tried our best to help. We cannot be helping you for our whole life. IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP AND SOLVE YOUR OWN PROBS!

I didn’t know what brings both of you to this mentality, if both of you would like to get together, just go together, nobody is stopping this to happen. But if things are to continue, then both of you will regret on what ya’ll did. I can definitely assure that.

Freezing in the Hot Weather

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FEELING IS LIKE TO HAVE SOME GREAT ICE DURING THE HOT WEATHER? THE FEELING IS TRULY AMAZING.

I am currently at this ice house, known as Snow Blizz, located around Wangsa Maju, rows behind the Wangsa Maju LRT Station, and here we go, eating great ice during the hot weather to cool us down.

At first, we were afraid to step into this new ice house, as it looks empty, although pretty in the inside, together with a pretty boss sitting around the counter, and therefore we changed our mind which has basically brought our attention to get into this ice house.

Their menu was full with different type of ice, which has brought my attention to something that I loved most, durians. I picked up durian ice, which was at first look, RM4.90, that might look expensive, but was an eye opener when the ice first served, as the portion was huge.

Portion huge huh? Must have a taste bad. But definitely wrong! It was awesome. The taste of it, is definitely a taste of D24 durian, being famous for its smell and has brought attention to the South East Asians, as one of the best fruit ever had in these South East Asia countries.

In addition to that, something much more amazing just caught my eyes. It was their burger. I did not order, but the next table did. And what do you know, this is the first time I’m seeing burger this tall. It is around 15-20 centimeter. HOW WOULD A PERSON FIT THAT INTO THE MOUTH?!

Therefore, here i go, enjoying the hot day with ice, which would definitely be something that I will enjoy before continuing with my studies tonight. Have Fun!!

*P.S. Sorry for the low quality picture due to a low quality camera... but still.. the food is awesome... ^^

~Hitting the Beat~

SATURDAY, 7 AUGUST 2010, GREAT DAY WITH GREAT PEOPLE, A DAY NEVER MEANT TO BE FORGOTTEN.

It was early in the morning, where I had a great class, 8 hours of crisis management crash course by one of the greatest lecturer/tutor that I had ever had in my whole study life. Just couldn’t believe that it ended this quick. We started off getting hammered by this lecturer, by solving a crisis, as what he mentioned after that, we were all meant to fail during this crisis management, as it is a way for us to improve, a way for us to learn, a way for us to be a better person. But what have been done so far wasn’t as simple as a motivational course. It went as far as forcing humans to reveal its real emotions, with tears, with laughter, with anxious, with nervous, and with all the senses a person could have, to be known as a real human. This was how powerful that 8 hours course was.

It ended in the evening, went back home, and as usual, took a nap until 9pm. Waking up with anxiousness as a new life is about to begin, on this tiring Saturday night.

I was brought to a foreign place (felt like being kidnapped by 2 person who were only 3 months older than me) to start a new life, or perhaps, a continuous of an old life that I had lost in the past. With musical instruments surrounding me, with the beautiful voice produced by great musical instruments, played by great people, life was definitely different, and that was the reason of me joining into this thing known as “band,” or better, new friendships with similar interest towards music.

Life will be different if opportunities are given, as life would change for a better person, with a greater identity, a better self understanding, and the greatest of all humankind would appreciate, “relationships”.

Life has been different since yesterday, waking up being a new and better person, waking up losing my voice (you murderers… and I have the evidence of it…. just kidding ;P), and waking up fresh as a new life begins.

Life has been different because of you people popping into my life, and once again I’ve changed my perception towards people. On how people could push themselves exceeding their limit. Even though I did make tons of mistakes, but these mistakes are the reasons for me to be a better person.

Thank all of you for everything. I didn’t know how to show my gratitude. Even though I didn’t know you guys for long or in depth, but definitely, one of the best time I’ve ever had in my whole life, as this would not only be a new beginning for me, but for us. So lets ROCK & ROLL!!!

and with my first cover song with the band, The Reason from Hoobastank,covered under, "Reason For Me to be here, with You guys" (click here for link to music)

Enjoy peeps... ^^

~Reason for me to be here… with You guys~

I HAD BEEN GIVEN CHANCES AFTER CHANCES… BUT SEEMS LIKE I DID NOT GRAB ON IT DURING THE FIRST TIME WHERE CHANCE WERE GIVEN TO ME… BUT THANK YOU GUYS FOR GIVING ME OPPORTUNITIES AFTER OPPORTUNITIES, UNTIL I COULD MANAGE MYSELF TO FIT INTO IT. SERIOUSLY, GRATEFUL AND TOUCHED…

And this time, Walk With Eu doesn’t only write to express, neither does showing pictures as a part of it, but Walk With Eu brings it FURTHER, showing YOU the action, together with VIJAY – Right guitarist, SURESH – Left Guitarist, KOK WAI – Pianist, ASTRAY – Bassist, and DAVID – Drummer, telling EU, the reason on why we are here.

*Guys, sorry with the pitching prob..

Malaysian, low in productivity?

HOW HAVE MALAYSIANS BEEN PERCEIVED BY THE FOREGINERS? SOME WILL BE TELLING TO IGNORE THEIR OPINIONS, BUT AREN'T THESE OPENIONS ARE THE ONES THAT IMPROVES US?

It has been long since I actually came back to Subang. 5 minutes ago, I was still at the hyper market with my dad, shopping for groceries. When we were about to do our payment, the cashier ran out of change, therefore would have to get some change from some other counters, and indeed he took his own sweet time just to get the change. Then came a westerner telling me, “Malaysians are so low in productivity, they need to speed up...” The only thing I replied was “I see I see...” how could I not agree more than him that the productivity is still low.

Low productivity has been perceived by foreigners towards Malaysians, even at a middle-high end sub urban area like Subang. How bad could this be? Is this caused by the lack of education? Or is it the lack of employee welfare? Or maybe it is caused by some other reasons?

Malaysians always talk about “Malaysia Boleh.” If this were the case, why are there still complains that Malaysian cannot do better than others? Or is it caused by the “we are Asians mentality” that has make us to compare ourselves only within Asia itself, telling others that we do actually have the productivity among Asia countries. But I think this has to be improved way further if we were to meet the vision of 2020.

But as time goes by, with higher education level perceived by teenagers, who would be the leaders of tomorrow, definitely things would get better. But, increasing the productivity pace up to the global standard is always the target, rather than saying on how good we are in certain areas that doesn't matter at all.

Lastly, questions from me to the guy I met. If he were to perceive Malaysia as a low productivity country and if he were complaining so much about the country, why did he come here at the first place? But no matter what feedback it would be, you're always welcome to Malaysia as your feedback is our utmost important element for us to improve ourselves, striving to be a better Malaysian, a better country.

The Climax or the Conclusion?

MANY PEOPLE HAS MENTIONED THIS BEFORE, “LIFE IS A NEVER ENDING STORY, WRITTEN AND DIRECTED BY OURSELVES”, BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE THING MISSING, WHICH WOULD BE THE TRANSITION OF CHAPTERS. THEREFORE, WHERE WOULD THE CLIMAX COME AND WHERE WOULD THE CONCLUSION BE?

Finally, life has come to an end for tests, for assignments and what so ever. But seems like this is only the beginning of life, where upcoming finals will be starting in 20 days. Adding on to that, 8 hours of crisis management crash course for 2 weeks, how would life be? Definitely something to be anxious on.

And there goes my busy life, life without movies, life without music, life without fun and life without emotions, and here comes the fun. Just right after the last test today, our class has decided on one thing, a trip next week just to celebrate on the survival for this semester’s assignment, just to celebrate that there is no students who had committed suicide within the assignment and test period.

And here comes a new climax of my life, but definitely not a new chapter, because the chapter has yet to come to an end.

There The Show Continues…

LIFE IS A NEVER ENDING MOVIE, (No wonder producers never stop producing movie, huh?), JUST LIKE HOW PEOPLE NEVER STOP EATING, NEVER STOP SLEEPING, NEVER STOP DRINKING (water), NEVER STOP IMPROVING OURSELVES, AND NEVER STOP PUTTING PRESSURE ON SOMEONE ELSE. HUMANS ARE AMAZING… AIN’T??

It was 9pm, and I just woke up from bed, thought that I had overslept as I once again thought that I had off my alarm clock. By that time I opened my eyes, I was still lying down on the bed, but my hands had reached the clock, showing 20.45… and guessed what? I thought it was already 10.45pm rather than 8.45pm. That is how messed up I was.

I quickly lay off my bed and there I go, rushed through to my laptop and start my study routine. But before I could even start my studies, I found out that it was only 9pm. -.-“

But life had been so stressful in the past, assignments after assignments, test after test, and before I could knew it, everything was almost done and everything was almost submitted. Everyone thought that they could at least have some fun first before the next crisis comes.

And there it comes. It came a few days ago, where our final examination schedule is out, available on the net. In other words, it is telling us to study therefore not to fail in your finals, and then not to pay another 80 bucks just to study and take an examination on the same thing again. So where did the happy elements fit into our lives as a youth and as a student? Non.

Humans treat others the same way they are treated. Maybe because they have been treated this way in the past therefore treating the next generation the same way. HEY PEOPLE!! WAKE UP!!! THIS IS THE INTERNET GENERATION!!!! Probably… they’ve been sleeping for too long. But oh well, they’re the wise one, and we’re the so called stupid 1.

Life goes on, as usual, studies again. And there I go, off the line and for this post…. The End…

The Last Scene…

HUMANS NEVER APPRECIATE WHAT OTHERS DO TO THEM… NOT UNTIL THE DAY THAT IT ENDS, THAT THEY WOULD APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLE DROP OF WATER YOU GAVE TO THEM…

Life is miserable aren’t day? Humans helping each other, giving each other a helping hand without any grief in their life, are a total lie. It is just that human doesn’t know on how to appreciate; thus forces them to ignore, to take things for granted and therefore, forgetting on how much others have sacrifice for them.

Life is something that is unexpected. Just like the life of the famous comic Doraemon, that came to an end. Remember on how much we as kids used to love these comics so much that we eat with them, we sleep with them, we bath with them and we even shit with them, on our laps, on our minds, on our thoughts, on our emotions. As years goes by, everything went off, things drifted away as minds and thoughts swift away, with childhood left behind, only as a memory, only as a story to be talked about once in a while.

Life is something that has the largest impact to a persons’ world. Just like how a couple started loving each other, and there, bringing it to the climax, and then down it goes to the drain. How long can it be? How long can it last? How long can true love be? How long can we trust? Each day goes by, as the name of “couple” holds, but the life of a couple’s soul goes.

Life is something that is totally unexpected. Just like how life can be so happening from the outside, and yet being so empty in the inside. Work, studies, assignments and all the mental stress that occurs, never lies till everything is completed. But there is only one thing that pushes me till the end, by looking at the graduation that others have gained, telling me that I would like to be just like them. Although the road is bumpy as the life is hard, losing every single private life might be the answer to our next puzzle part.

Half a day... Makan Trip...

HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE YOU SEE THAT I HAD A GREAT OUTING? AND ONCE AGAIN.. I DID HAVE A GREAT OUTING WITH MY FRIENDS TODAY... TRAVELING FAR ENOUGH JUST FOR A GREAT MEAL... DEFINITELY WORTH IT... ^^

Look at the amount of rice 3 person had through the number of plates...